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[Apr. 8th, 2004|11:31 pm] |
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| | Papa Roach - Last Resort | ] |
wat a crappy week... nothing interesting to freaking do... i feel bitter.. i hate life... i hate u... and i hate my family... always giving me shit... i get yelled at for being at home... i get yelled at for going out... #$^%$#^#$ ugh... always complaining about freaking money when i try to get a job and finally get one they make me quit... pfft.. they got no right to bitch about money cuz they didn't want me to work... so its not my freaking fault... piece of crap life... should have died in my accident maybe i would have been better off!! stupid life! |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|12:06 am] |
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| |  scared | ] |
dun dun dun! 7 more hrs till my day of judgement... im nervous like hell... hope i don't get put away like a madman... and i hope i will make it through this shit... damn... so pissed at myself.. yet scared at the same damn time... i mean its not like life is over for me... its only another major obstacle that i have to overcome in order to learn from my mistakes and become a better person... sigh... i bet u i can't sleep later.... $^$%&$%&%& |
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[Apr. 4th, 2004|04:51 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | tyrese - i'm sorry | ] |
hmm wow finally got my butt out of the house yesterday.. and stayed out till morning chilling and drinking... damn... my mom knew i came home at 8am too but she didn't say anything... wow.. amazing huh... i guess she got used to me goin out late... damn i didn't get any sleep yet so i guess i better catch up on my zZZzzz so latezzzzzz |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2004|02:02 am] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tupac -ghost | ] |
another wasted friday... added to my useless book.. at least there were some bad ass shows that came out on direct tv otherwise i would have been bored to death... hahaha i can't believe all the weird ass shows they have now a dayz... thank god my parents weren't watching it with me this time... i'm still laughing at these shows... phew... at least it was better then nothing... back to my shows.. latez |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2004|01:46 am] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Usher -Burn | ] |
.... wow wat a cruddy april fools day... no good jokes... i helped work on my friend's car again... but didn't get anywhere again cuz we broke the tools haha...o ya the rain kinda kill it too.. made me all sleepy and tired... i love it when it rains just not when i'm actually trying to do something. Then later that night we came to my other friend's house to pick up more things to work on the car with... Then another friend brought a 6 pack over and we killed it quick style... then talk about car stuff and then computer stuff... then we played some old school game... all of a sudden firetruck came to the neighbors house and stuff.. weird... anyways.. feeling kinda sleepy.. so i should shower and head to bed... spring break sux.... :P |
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[Apr. 1st, 2004|12:05 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | eminem - my band | ] |
just got home from helping a friend work on his car... i uh... didn't help much... but it was good getting out of the house... time seems to fly when i'm out... and boy is this week going by fast or what? Im still worried my court stuff... but God will take care of me and i hope things will work out just fine... i just have to do community service again.... yay paying my debt to society... man.. i've been doing soo much community service the past 3 yrs i think i should just apply there lol.. for this year's spring break i just wish i can just go out one night with someone special and have the best time of my life... just 1 day... and it will make my spring break well worth it :). In a way i doubt that will happen cuz i'm a loner and i don't know anyone so i don't get invited to cool parties... (joke)... I also need to find a damn car so i can get around in... tired of this bs... feels like HS all over again.. hey at least i don't have to deal with gay ass parking hahah i just go to school.. i guess when i get a car i will miss it. But i would rather have my own car and take like ages to find parking at school but its ok... at least i have more freedom :)... ok enough for now i go shower... i smell yucky... o ya happy april fools day :) |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|02:34 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stevie B- When i dream about you | ] |
uhm... yay spring break.. yea right... no car... no where to go... nothing to do... wat a fun spring break!! NOT!! i'm just super bored so i decided to create an account on here.. cuz xanga is played out haha and someone convinced me it would be nice to have my own lil daily journal thing. Yea listenting to sad love songs when u just woke up is no fun... makes me wanna go back to sleep again hehe. Man i just wanna get out of this place.. i hate orange county now... its just all hype... nothing to do... i just wanna move away and start over.. this place has too much drama for me... and i didn't even provoke it.. they just come to me.. cuz i'm too nice to people and they think they can bring shit to me... haha but guess wat i know where its coming from.. and when i see u... ur gonna get it ;).. you are prolly reading this right now... so u better watch ur back... ur lucky i consider u a homie and don't come knocking on ur door... i'll just catch ur buster ass slippin on the streets and its over... anyways ya... just killing time to my court date.. and get this stuff over with... maybe after all this gay court stuff is done i can get back up on my 2 feet and climb out of this stinking hole that i've been stuck at for almost a year.... stupid life and its ups and downs... i have more downsides then my happy days... i actually don't remember the last time i was truly happy... cuz life is sad.. and no 1 is here to cheer me up or make my life a happy place to be...ok enough for now gotta go do something productive like roll around in bed and watch tv hahaha gotta enjoy my spring break you know payce! feel free to hit me up on AIM cuz i'm lifeless and i'm on 24/7 unless i'm out hahaha ;) |
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